i dont know what happened between us
i have no idea
i asked you and you said nothing
i said maybe im over sensitive and you say yes
but obviously the problem is not on me
is you, my dear
i dont know how to communicate with you now
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
im that kind of people who cant handle stress when the load is over my limit
and now the stress i received is already over my limit
sometimes i feel like i better keep quiet too
but if i really do so then it will be very very quiet
so i choose to be the talkative one
i start to feel tired with you
i hope that we can back to the past
hope that we can back to the time where we hang out together, chat together and etc
i really hope what i wish will come true

today
i will be alone in room again and again and again x100
i dont remember i have been staying alone for how many times
the feeling is so so so so lonely
and so so so so sad